It's nice to have found the place where I am strong, yet can find rest and shelter at the same time.
It's been nights of hardships and tears have been shed. There were days of building strength, but still times I knew I'd cry and collapse at night again. I dare even say my heart was broken a few times.
But to have been able to lay down that night and another and another, to meet my God, and to have the tears and the heavyness in my chest lifted is to know peace.
And now I sleep, and my heart is warm, and not by anything that is of this world.